JULY232009
DEPARTURE
DEPARTURE
*Madaming heart beat na tunog*
Life
Hanggang kelan mo sasabihin sa sarili mo na "ituloy mo. huwag kang mapapagod".
You really don't have to be strong all the time. you can admit your weaknesses and your fears.
we are created to partake in this daily routine of survival - eat or be eaten.
sige lang. hayaan mong kainin ka. tapakan ka. magpaka-baba ka muna.
(but we are all diamonds in the rough.)
dahil pagkatapos ng lahat..
babangon ka at susuntukin mo sila ng malakas. bibigyan mo sila ng tira-tira. gagawin mo silang hagdan at lilipad ka na may ngiti sa iyong mga labi.
tapos nun.
yayakapin mo sila.
You really don't have to be strong all the time. you can admit your weaknesses and your fears.
we are created to partake in this daily routine of survival - eat or be eaten.
sige lang. hayaan mong kainin ka. tapakan ka. magpaka-baba ka muna.
(but we are all diamonds in the rough.)
dahil pagkatapos ng lahat..
babangon ka at susuntukin mo sila ng malakas. bibigyan mo sila ng tira-tira. gagawin mo silang hagdan at lilipad ka na may ngiti sa iyong mga labi.
tapos nun.
yayakapin mo sila.
Micheal Jackson dvdRIP
Pumanaw na ang "king of pop" noong June 25, 2009 sa edad na 50. Ang daming nag dalamhati. OP ako, ako lang yata hindi. Siguro dahil hindi ako lumaki sa musika nya at lumaki akong walang bilib sa mga taong mapuputi ang mukha. Isa pa nung nagkakaisip na ako, nakilala ko si MJ hindi dahil sa mga kanta nya kundi sa mga nabalitang pangaabuso nya sa mga batang 9 -12 years old.
Bakit ganto ang mga tao? Nung nabubuhay pa sya at nababaon sa utang, dedma lang silang lahat. Gaya nila Janet Jackson, Diana Ross, Madonna at Liza Marie Presley. Ilan lang sila sa nabasa ko ang mga komento sa pagkamatay ni MJ. I wonder why.. why do they show care for deads? Isn't it more sweet to show that you care to living? it's too late to show those things..
Bakit ganto ang mga tao? Nung nabubuhay pa sya at nababaon sa utang, dedma lang silang lahat. Gaya nila Janet Jackson, Diana Ross, Madonna at Liza Marie Presley. Ilan lang sila sa nabasa ko ang mga komento sa pagkamatay ni MJ. I wonder why.. why do they show care for deads? Isn't it more sweet to show that you care to living? it's too late to show those things..
Micheal Jackson's face through the years. Salamat sa tropa kong si Google sa mga larawan.
Kahit hindi ako bilib sayo, sandamakmak na respeto para sayo.
May he rest in peace.
I dunno
Never in my life did I intend to hurt you, I wanted nothing but for you to be happy with me. You deserved the best and that I wanted to give, your happiness was my happiness and your disappointment was my failure. I knew that I could only do so much but I was determined to give you the best and be the best goddamn boyfriend you've ever had. Pleasing you was my main goal and every time I failed I felt absolutely worthless.
It wasn't easy for me dealing with everything but as much as possible I tried to balance everything out. I tried and put as much effort that I can to make it work but it was never enough for you, so I felt more and more pressured, to please you and in the end that tired me out and made me unhappy.
The decision I made wasn't easy, I was aware that I might regret it someday but I'm just so tired. Thank you so much for everything, you have been so wonderful to me.
P.S.
I love you.
It wasn't easy for me dealing with everything but as much as possible I tried to balance everything out. I tried and put as much effort that I can to make it work but it was never enough for you, so I felt more and more pressured, to please you and in the end that tired me out and made me unhappy.
The decision I made wasn't easy, I was aware that I might regret it someday but I'm just so tired. Thank you so much for everything, you have been so wonderful to me.
P.S.
I love you.
HOLD IT BACK
oh why oh why.
maybe its the sleepless night. or maybe the lame show last night. but i dunno. after being a lil bored and inevitably watching some fap vids, i came a cross something that would disturb me. and yet fascinate me. enthrall me
i don't get it. why do i always seem to want to play the "knight in leather armor" role? for all i know, chivalry is dead. any unsolicited act of this so called chivalry ought to evoke giggles or something like that. They don't appreciate it anymore.
im getting nowhere with this. you know whats heartbreaking? seeing fap material and thinking, "shit, i could have known this better".
Hindi ako papayag. Hindi ako papayag na lokohin nyo.
Matapos ang AKOMISMO fever, may bago nanamang "makabayan" TV ad ngayon.
Hindi ako papayag.(ayaw nila ng Con-ass)
Babaeng nakaitim na miyembro ng isang nakalimutang banda: "DI AKO PAPAYAG."
Lalaki na nakapayong kahit hindi umuulan: "DI AKO PAPAYAG."
Pari na nagbabantang tatakbo ng pagkapangulo kahit isa syang PARI: "DI AKO PAPAYAG."
Asawa ng isang sikat na Artista: "DI AKO PAPAYAG."
GMA: "Hindi kayo papayag, pero wala kayong magagawa."
Hindi ako papayag.(ayaw nila ng Con-ass)
Babaeng nakaitim na miyembro ng isang nakalimutang banda: "DI AKO PAPAYAG."
Lalaki na nakapayong kahit hindi umuulan: "DI AKO PAPAYAG."
Pari na nagbabantang tatakbo ng pagkapangulo kahit isa syang PARI: "DI AKO PAPAYAG."
Asawa ng isang sikat na Artista: "DI AKO PAPAYAG."
GMA: "Hindi kayo papayag, pero wala kayong magagawa."
Mukhang tahimik ang ibang mga senador sa isyung ito. Hinahanapan ko sila ng reaksyon ngunit wala akong matunton. Ang mga nagkondena lamang ay sina Sen. Mar Roxas, Sen. Kiko Pangililnan, Sen. Chiz Escudero at Senate Pres. Enrile. Ang nakakapagtaka ay ang katahimikan nina Sen. Jinggoy Estrada, Sen. Manny Villar at Sen. Lacson. People think that the Con Ass shall not pass in the Senate. They may be wrong. Who knows, some of the senators who claim to be with the opposition are already secretly aligned with the administration. Hindi natin alam.
Kitang kita kung sino ang mga uhaw sa kapangyarihan. Kitang kita din ang mga politikong ginagamit ito para sa kanilang sariling mga ambisyon. Mas magiging maliwanag ang lahat kung pagpapatuloy natin ang ating pag mamatyag. Hindi natin kailangan tumambay sa makati para mag rally kahit nasa bahay ka lang at nagpapalaki ng tyan pwede kang makatulong . Hindi mo din kailangan sumusigaw ng "Gloria forever NEVER" at "Con-ass, JUNK JUNK JUNK". Simpleng pag obserba at tamang desisyon, boto mo ang sandata mo.
Kitang kita kung sino ang mga uhaw sa kapangyarihan. Kitang kita din ang mga politikong ginagamit ito para sa kanilang sariling mga ambisyon. Mas magiging maliwanag ang lahat kung pagpapatuloy natin ang ating pag mamatyag. Hindi natin kailangan tumambay sa makati para mag rally kahit nasa bahay ka lang at nagpapalaki ng tyan pwede kang makatulong . Hindi mo din kailangan sumusigaw ng "Gloria forever NEVER" at "Con-ass, JUNK JUNK JUNK". Simpleng pag obserba at tamang desisyon, boto mo ang sandata mo.
Para kay MK
We miss you down here but we know you are having fun so I guess it's worth it.
Hindi ko alam kung naalala mo yung biro ko sayo dati, yung para masabing cheesy lang. Sabi ko sayo "I'm longing for you". Naging totoo tuloy.
GOOD LUCK mom! Kontchaba na kami ni Big Guy!
SEE YOU SOON!SOOOOOON!
Hindi ko alam kung naalala mo yung biro ko sayo dati, yung para masabing cheesy lang. Sabi ko sayo "I'm longing for you". Naging totoo tuloy.
GOOD LUCK mom! Kontchaba na kami ni Big Guy!
SEE YOU SOON!SOOOOOON!
